mSk8 mainLuv s fWnd...

[17_+nApiE]

8 huRts 2 falL n`Luv
hU onLy sEes u aS a fRnd
buT waT 8 huRts mOsT iS
2 kNow hE Luvs u 2...
bUt bCoz oF fRndsHp
hE dEnYz 8...
sAd buT tRue...

[quertz_jedaines]

♥♥♥

yup
thats true

ang hirap mainlove sa friend...
lalo na pag alam nyo na inlove kau sa isa't isa...

i already experienced that last year...
i was inlove to a friend...
and he's feeling the same way too...

but because of family,religion and beliefs we decided to remain as friends...

it hurts a lot...
especially the time when proposed to me...
coz we both know,it's imposible for us to be together...
he wants me to be his gf, but he's afraid what kind of reaction our family give us...

one day, he said we'll keep it as a secret instead...
but i don't wanna keep it as a secret so i decided to say no...
he was hurt, i can feel it...
he didn't talk to me for 3 months...
he can't face and talk to me straight to the eye...

i had bf after that...
and he knew about it...
still he's always there for me, gave me advices...
but he doesn't have gf for 2 years now...
still he hopes for "US"

i dont know if i still love him...
but our memories together will always remain in my heart...

♥♥♥