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Ashmailah Abdullah
- 18, Female
- Marawi City
- Philippines
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Started Aug 9
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- From what MSU Campus?
- im not an msuan student ajejej:D
- What is your Job ?
- just a student akie!
♥♥♥!~Hi there guys im Ashmailah just call me "-Ash-" or "-Reena-" for short forgot the long one..,
hehehe....,
Im not a bad person but not also a cheerful lady that you would like to meet and make frnds with..,
I use to hang-out in internet cafe everytime im free, at school and my favorite hang-out is at our home..,
ajejeje!!
_"-FUNNY-"_..,
It's my pleasure to meet new frnds especially to those who were fans of SASUNARU-sasuke and naruto- glad to know all of you guys^^
In my YM im chatting w/ those frnds who is/are online and not busy to anything..,
Will im just doing that bcoz i want to forget everything in my life.., i feel like im a stupid person that's hoping that someone would love me truly the way im loving them..,
will im always the hopeless lady, sad and lonely...,and sees that this world is "-HelL-"..,
i hate my life and i hate myself for being such a stupid person..,
silly! u think it's silly??? will i don't know..,-
I really LOVE to watch anime show's and i love naruto most, it's my fav anime show...
My frnds says that im a cheerful person(i don't think so>_<)that im easy to fall in love w/ a guy that have a nice attitude, that im very transparent when it comes to my feelings to someone and that im a friendly person and honest..,
In addition to that im a Typical shygirl...,
a girl who thinks that this world is such a sad place, who hides herself in the dark and lock up herself in sadness so that no one could reach her.. ,
may be u'll find me as a boring Type but that's the REAL ME.
it depends to you if you would welcome ME to be ur friend..,
I keep on smiling when there's everyone pretending that im a happy person but the truth when they're all gone the real me will show..,
U'll see me as a strong person but the truth im just like you..,
sometimes im weak, i cry and i also feel being brokenhearted..,
so naturally..,
im just like YOU My hobbies were "watching tv(anime especially..,),listening to radio and musics , playing badminton, reading books, drawing some funny pics..,
just kidding,,,...
hehehe.,
ajeje!!! and last but not the least..,
I love to make my own stories...,
also w/ pics of the characters.~!♥♥♥
♥♥♥~U myT tHiNk daT iM nOt aN inTeresTinG PrSon buT i aSsurE U iM a gUd PrSoN.
A simPLe GirL wHo Hve sImPLe HapPiNesS & vErY EMOTIONAL.
PhySicAlLY UlL sEe daT iM a sTrOnG 1 bUt mEntALly iM a WeAkLinG wHo hve a wEaK & sEnsiTivE ♥.
BuT i nVr lEt any! seE 8.
I nVR leT any! sEe mE CrY.
I FalL eAsiLY N-Luv 2 a GuY whO hvE gUd aTtiTuDeS & a VerY KiNd 1.
Dat's tHe rEasn Y iM aLWaYs BrKeN♥ed.
Im LoVinG a Guy W/o eVeN tHiNkinG daT i myT HurT mYsElF iN D eNd,bUt inVr lisTeneD 2 wAt mY iNstiNcT iS TelLinG mE.
U may see me LaugHinG &sMiLinG mOsT oF tHe w/ mY FRNDS bUt iM hUrTinG, sAd, & bLeEdinG iNsIdE...,
ThErE iS nOtHinG bUt EmpTiNesS iN mY ♥.
Im LaUgHinG bUt mY ♥ iS aCHinG & BLeEdinG w/ sO mUcH PAIN & SADNESS..,
I hve mAnY FRNDS bUt i FeEL sO ALONE & ISOLATED DeEp iNsiDe mY ♥ & i dOnT knOw Y i FeEL tHaT wAy.
I LYk 2 bE ALoNe bUt I hAte bEinG aLoNe.
I hAte PaiN & iM aFraid oF 8 buT i Luv 8.
Bcoz PAIN mAkeS mE feEL tHaT iM nOt aLoNe tHat iM aLivE & bReAthinG & tHat I sTilL hvE mY EMOTIONS w/iN mE..,~♥♥♥
T.T
hehehe....,
Im not a bad person but not also a cheerful lady that you would like to meet and make frnds with..,
I use to hang-out in internet cafe everytime im free, at school and my favorite hang-out is at our home..,
ajejeje!!
_"-FUNNY-"_..,
It's my pleasure to meet new frnds especially to those who were fans of SASUNARU-sasuke and naruto- glad to know all of you guys^^
In my YM im chatting w/ those frnds who is/are online and not busy to anything..,
Will im just doing that bcoz i want to forget everything in my life.., i feel like im a stupid person that's hoping that someone would love me truly the way im loving them..,
will im always the hopeless lady, sad and lonely...,and sees that this world is "-HelL-"..,
i hate my life and i hate myself for being such a stupid person..,
silly! u think it's silly??? will i don't know..,-
I really LOVE to watch anime show's and i love naruto most, it's my fav anime show...
My frnds says that im a cheerful person(i don't think so>_<)that im easy to fall in love w/ a guy that have a nice attitude, that im very transparent when it comes to my feelings to someone and that im a friendly person and honest..,
In addition to that im a Typical shygirl...,
a girl who thinks that this world is such a sad place, who hides herself in the dark and lock up herself in sadness so that no one could reach her.. ,
may be u'll find me as a boring Type but that's the REAL ME.
it depends to you if you would welcome ME to be ur friend..,
I keep on smiling when there's everyone pretending that im a happy person but the truth when they're all gone the real me will show..,
U'll see me as a strong person but the truth im just like you..,
sometimes im weak, i cry and i also feel being brokenhearted..,
so naturally..,
im just like YOU My hobbies were "watching tv(anime especially..,),listening to radio and musics , playing badminton, reading books, drawing some funny pics..,
just kidding,,,...
hehehe.,
ajeje!!! and last but not the least..,
I love to make my own stories...,
also w/ pics of the characters.~!♥♥♥
♥♥♥~U myT tHiNk daT iM nOt aN inTeresTinG PrSon buT i aSsurE U iM a gUd PrSoN.
A simPLe GirL wHo Hve sImPLe HapPiNesS & vErY EMOTIONAL.
PhySicAlLY UlL sEe daT iM a sTrOnG 1 bUt mEntALly iM a WeAkLinG wHo hve a wEaK & sEnsiTivE ♥.
BuT i nVr lEt any! seE 8.
I nVR leT any! sEe mE CrY.
I FalL eAsiLY N-Luv 2 a GuY whO hvE gUd aTtiTuDeS & a VerY KiNd 1.
Dat's tHe rEasn Y iM aLWaYs BrKeN♥ed.
Im LoVinG a Guy W/o eVeN tHiNkinG daT i myT HurT mYsElF iN D eNd,bUt inVr lisTeneD 2 wAt mY iNstiNcT iS TelLinG mE.
U may see me LaugHinG &sMiLinG mOsT oF tHe w/ mY FRNDS bUt iM hUrTinG, sAd, & bLeEdinG iNsIdE...,
ThErE iS nOtHinG bUt EmpTiNesS iN mY ♥.
Im LaUgHinG bUt mY ♥ iS aCHinG & BLeEdinG w/ sO mUcH PAIN & SADNESS..,
I hve mAnY FRNDS bUt i FeEL sO ALONE & ISOLATED DeEp iNsiDe mY ♥ & i dOnT knOw Y i FeEL tHaT wAy.
I LYk 2 bE ALoNe bUt I hAte bEinG aLoNe.
I hAte PaiN & iM aFraid oF 8 buT i Luv 8.
Bcoz PAIN mAkeS mE feEL tHaT iM nOt aLoNe tHat iM aLivE & bReAthinG & tHat I sTilL hvE mY EMOTIONS w/iN mE..,~♥♥♥
T.T
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